I GIVE UP.

Yes, there's no point of me staying in this field. Though I still have my artworks in some websites & Galeri Shah Alam. The ones once exhibited in Penang I consider as gone case.

Many artworks that I made were just for the sake of relieving myself from frustrations in everyday life. Nothing much worth for professional use, even the one made for Malaysian 24-Hours Comic Challenge (since I'm not skilled to be doing 24-pages comics in less than 5 days)~

I do have serious works published since 1999 (magazines, webzines) but I've toned down in 2000 and terus tenggelam after that (don't ask me to translate the non-English part of this blog entry)

So, I chose my other interests as a change. Joy? Not sure yet....

In conclusion, I'm moving on to involve myself in community service to clear up my mind & etc..

Backup Hard Disk crashed, what the heck....

(gilerr ko, lama tak update!)

Due to the damage, I lost the few final parts of the comic I was supposed to post in here. I just hope that the copy sent to CEDKO got published (in which I haven't got my hands on) so that at least I can suggest readers get the Malaysian 24Hours Comic Challenge 2007 copy.

Among artists included in the compilation include Milx, Xanseviera (from Gempakstarz), etc.

I'll be updating this blog later -- after resolving several issues (including the artworks that I've lost)....

srsly idk wut else2rite ere.

More pages added....!!

CLICKABLE PAGES to read the dialogues & view the illustrations in its original version.

page 16 & 17 (ooooookay, sorry wuz try'n2speed-up my workz)

page 18 sidenote: same as the above reason, my time's almost up

(WTH? Blame dat on fall'n asleep onD2nd-half part of D 24 hrs!!)

page 19: a year later...

page 20: ... jengjengjeng!!

..... 2Bre-conTnued again....
*I haven't got my hands healed yet T_T*

Imma in a hurry so.... juz read wuteva I put ere~

Upd8s....

CLICKABLE PAGES to read the dialogues & view the illustrations in its original version.

page 13

page 14 & 15 sidenote: SUSPENSE!!! (enter the Jaws theme here...)

..... 2BconTnued again....
*I got my hands injured.... so.... +_+*

Baq4moar comic pages (continued)!!

1st..... apoloGz 4Dlong time gap 4Dcomic upd8s. Then, hope datUNjoy reaDg em~

CLICKABLE PAGES to read the dialogues & view the illustrations in its original version.

page 9 sidenote: 'Ah de' means brother

page 10 & 11 sidenote: click on the page to read the comic clearly

page 12 sidenote: same as pages 10 & 11

..... 2BconTnued....
*preparing yoghurt... l8rzzzz*

My amateur comic continuation... hehehehe

And, more pages added:~~

page 5

page 6

page 7

page 8

... 2BconTnued.... ROFLMAOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.....!!
*listens to How am I Supposed to Live Without You*

Finally, comic series for you!

Heck, IhvXMs now! But juz sneakin in2my blog4Ds upd8..... D conTnu8ion'll B after all papersRover.... alrite matey?

Juz klik onDpages2C D better images oK...

Exact Date: 20 & 21 October 2007

Time: 12 noon - 12 noon of the following day

Venue: Cineleisure Damansara

Presenting... from the 24 Hours Comic Day Challenge~~

page 1

page 2

page 3

page 4

... 2BconTnued.... dun dun dun dun dun.....!!

*dances like there's no other human apart from myself*

Back from a long journey...

Yes now am able to be online again, about once a week or so. Currently busy with projects so can't really compose a lot for the blog. Oh, how ironic.

I'm baq2my ol style 'coz no1uses Ds style, it's all abt ORIGINALITY. Beat it ifUdun get wutIMsayin... til then, CUwhenIhv plenTotime2spare.

Cursed

2day is juz another bad day... I had2face sum kinda hell tho' it wasn't really baaaad~

I tried2avoid seeing sum1 dat I've a crush upon, but it turns out2B dat wherever I go, I'd bump into..... aah!! Juz h8 it coz I know that YYYY couldn'tBmine.... dunno Y but it's juz like the song dat goes:

My life is brilliant... My love is pure
I saw an angel.. Of that I'm sure
YYYY caught my eye
as we walked on by

//missing
(unrelated) segment!
I don't think that we'll meet again
But we
shared a moment that will last till the end.

//yet another missing
segment?

.....But it's time to face the truth, I will never be
with you.

Huh? Juz another baaaaaad dream (eh?!)... I dunno if my crush really exist or is YYYY a part of my subconscious mind dat tells me I've had too much Savage Eden (Battle for Laghaim)? Only Lord knows.... however I'd B avoiDg D library 4 another 2 or 3 months to come!!!

Mr. Lonely

Juz as I thought evrythg went oK... my LUK busted!! Sum1 I set heart on alreD goin out wif sum guyNshe said it has been a few weeks now..... I'm a total loser!!! I feel totally lost-out.... I din't hv D guts2spill it out earlier... I came in too l8; but oh damnit U R sooooo unLUKy gal!!!

I hope I won't meet 'em again, if ever they cross D junction of my life I pray that Lord won't make me see themNvice versa....... hell. I'm goin4a long holiday2revive my tortured soul!!!!!

Internet Optimiser %$@#!!!

Finally! Now I'm able to open and edit my blog... tried to login all this
while but that stupid Internet Optimiser keeps on redirecting my attempt to a
search engine!! Damn program... I really hate PCs that have the %#*$@ software
installed!

Because it TOTALLY filters out sites that contain the string
'FORBIDDEN'!!! Cursed developer (for ever constructing such a program!!!!!)....
just because my blog contains the word Error 403: Forbidden, it doesn't mean it
cannot be accessed so WTH it blocks the site from loading b4 we find out whether
it is true the site is forbidden to be accessed or not?!?

Looks like software engineers have to study further about developing a
more useful program, smarter ones than what we have now.... coz it's totally
suxxxxorz that the AI set for that &$#%ing program is stupid enough to
recognise which sites are actually accessible and which ones aren't!!!!!!

'Nuff said.

eh.. uh-oh noooooo.....

Ds musta B a really baaaad day, my sis fell sick coz she's now sumthg like rejectd.... not really, but D guy she went head-over-heels took no noTce of her feelgs tho they alwez 'meet' each other in forumzz.. dunno wut2do coz neva u'stand how it's like in a young gal's shoes abt thgs lke Ds. Arkkh..... Lord plz help us solve Ds prob!!!

Missing in Action & back again....

I'm baq.... & sore coz pushed my limits. Been busy l8ly but still got time, so I registered S deviant with a friend (sharing account). Bah, I'm going2sleep... sorry kthxbuhbye

ceiss, wut la lu! Vampire... in our room?!

1st June... hardly eaten NEthg coz I ran out of $ & wuz busy wif my nu projct.... oso dun drive Dcar2save $$$ so I biked; even if I had2go uphill. Couldn't sleep tyt @ nyt coz soooo hungry & finally I woke up in D wee hours & rememberd D 'sponsord' MAMEE™ TomYam my room8 offerd me juz coz I wuz almost sick D nyt B4.....

But as I start eaTg, I noticed sumthg.... WTF?! Sumthg must've been wrong coz I can hardly taste a thing, grabbed a bottle of kicap, dash some of it into D meal & still can't taste NEthg... I must've been SOOO SICK dat I began2lose my sense of taste....

Noooooooooo~

I can feel dat my face turning pale & wen I lookd into D mirror, looks exactly like a sickening vampire.. if NE1 accidentally got woken up @ Ds tym, sure dey'll freak out more than I Dd! Probably I can't taste NEthg coz I'm alreD dead?!?!?

I tried stirring my bowl of TomYam in case I Ddn't mix D ingredients very well..... suddenly I stumbled across sumthg.... wut? Poison?!?

_ _ "

0

HELL... I Ddn't realise dat I oni put in D seasoning oil, coz in D bowl wuz D noodle + a sachet of TomYam flava!!!!!! Haiz, soooo hungry dat I Ddn't see dat essential small packet.... after MTg D flava into D bowl, stirred D noodle--then evrythg went baq2normal!!!!!!!! Nxt tym I mustn't push myself too hard till I hv Dlusioned abt my own death... to myself: ceiss, wut la lu!

WTF... another project?!?!?!?!

L8ly nuthin I can think of2write abt, coz I cr8d Ds blog juz 4 our project & since dat it's over.... NEway a blog is a blog. Once started, mustn't stop! Man, if oni I hv D ideas flowin, I'd B joining D forums like wut other VFers do... I'm plain braindead!!

Summore I got another project dat might go on 4 a few months--designg animated 3D avatars dat responds2specifc cmds 4 a priv8 company. Probably I might drop in once in a while if I find NE toPcs dat I feel like posTg into, or else I'd B concentr8g on my latest project... hmmm.. hmmm.... juz luv 3D!

Sure not.....?

I feel free2say NEthg cuz I'd guess dat noboD in D forums I joined ever visit my blog... muahahahaha!!!! So I'd declare...... that............ *sudden pause & fade to echo.....*

Owh yea, juz done D XMs & man were dey'all EZ! Dunno if I'm still in Ds world.... gotta make sum realT cheq ASAP

aalrite! I'm still on earth, but XM made me think dat I'm out of existence

XMz approachg...

yea, it's EXAM TIME!!!!!! wonder wut I'm doin' wif my blog when I gotta do revisionzz.... most importntly, parTCp8 in D forums cuz I've been missin allDfun others R hvg... heard dat there's N awkward C28ion stirred-up by a nucomer.... d'oh!!!!!!!

wah~

LUKly no1 Dsturbs me even if I type diffrntly than other forum posters; but sumtyms I feel like dat ArmedandDangerous's givg me D creeps cuz when I'm online & post NEthg, he'd B D 1 dat replies 'em like he's alwez right Bhind my baq (even skipped school)!!! But now I dun care NEmo cuz I've been busy l8ly--ya lor, summore wif projects, parttime job & XM prepr8ion.. wah lau wei toing bonk eep boom

another holiday

nuthin much I can say but I had a horribl nyt; now I'm all puffd juz like Jigglypuff... only uglier! Where's evrythg leaDg to? Dunoe if U ask me but it seems like D sewer's w8g 4 NE1 who's awfully crapped-out by realT. I'm tryin2get some strength baq2conTnuDuncompleted project.. till then, gtg!

wut D~

4 Lord's luv... crazy thngs happen nowNthen; all abt our project dat gone suxxxor since dat time's running out but D team leader said my sis gave us crap work!! Tell U 1 thng, he oso had crap in his part!!!! PT my sis's hardwork but got dissed instead (Triana, dun cry oKie? )

dAT iDiOTic MaLAy BoYA In cLAsS

I SWEAR I'M GONNA RIP OFF D GUTS OF DAT @#$%G MORON CLASSM8 OF MINE WHO'S BEEN PLAYIN' DRRRTY WIF LAYDEEZ ALL D TIME!!!! WTF?!?!? RUINING D REPUT8ION OF MY RACE @ OUR INSTITUTE!!!!!!!!

Courted?

Hmm.. I dun reali wana think abt geTg 'courted' but last nyt wuz sumthg different frm my usual boring ones--thought my colleagues were joking abt a nyt out so I Dcided2follow 'em & went there wif my sis

oK, actually there's nuthin much but dinner (saves my pocket money) @ KFC & it's a nyt of truth--dat I realised I dun need NE1 2 call my own cuz I juz a useless person. I'm betta stayin alone & I might conCder geTg a nu nick: Lone Ranger

betta still, Lone Ranger in Disguise

d4mMi7... iN5013n7 p30p13!!!!!!

Shouldn't hv come baq2hostel... sooooo many ppl w8g 4 a shot on D laptop!!! Grrrr..... c'mon guyzzz, XM is approaching dun U guys hv other commitments than VCD?!?!?

*takes out sniper ..... U noe wut happens nxt!!!*

Eh? Uh-oh

Owh mannn.... too busy dat I Dn't properly insert D chatterbox in my blog! NEway I'm gonna B taking a holiday (finishing our project... huhuhuh)

Oh man...

Power shortage!!! if oni Macromedia Director has recovery feature juz like Microsoft Office apps!!!! Wasted tym & enerG 4 our work.. wut's worse is dat D projct plannr fell ill (poor ol' guy) & I'm all alone2finish my part (Y I accepted my sis's suggestion dat I B D present8ion Dsigner?!? d'oh~)... NEway I Bliv there'll B sumthg good wen everythg's over.... so I'd betta off finishg D Dsign!

Saved at last

FiNally I've recovered D data loss 4 our assignment.... I dunno abt D others but my sister is relieved dat we dun need2waste time (now we R entering Dsign phase!)

Another suxorrr

I'm locked in D insT2t coz wuz busy retrieVg new info4our team... LUKly there's toilet & a place2sleep in ere

pWnd 4 sUr3!!!!!

2nyt is sooo terribl!! Lost our groups' research info & D eldest team8 p4wNd me... yea shld've tried savin em B4 NEthg happens, but wut2do when D diskette busted B4 dat? Total suxor!!!! I'm curseful tell U?! WTF?!?! Worse, dat person'll myt even push me away..... No.. nOoO... noOoOOo!!!!!!!! feel lyk dyin... U noe it's horribl wen a person U luv dunno dat U her/him-- instead gotUfeelin dat U betta go2hell.... Lord, I noe I'm sinful but Y must U punish me wif Dsappointmt abt matters of D heart?!?!?!